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Feb 2019
So, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

One, two, three, kept getting caught
As the victim and to be later distraught
Took away my innocence and choice
Left me a scared little girl over and over
Don’t know how to say NO

Friends come and go after many years
Thought I had a hold on my dears
Always said cheers, then my worst fears
One by one over nonsense they were gone
That’s what happens when they change

Now, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

Guys wasted time and I was so blind
Even when in love he even bit the dust
Leaving me guilty and never touched
Like I was never ever really enough
To not a single body, not to anyone

Family got torn and now it’s like thorns
Even my own blood has come for me
But never to my face, ain’t that great
Always wanted a big and happy tree
But now I just leave it be

Health declined more and more
I am so done keeping the score
It seems I’m losing it anyway
With more wrong daily these days
I officially have lost my way

There, these were my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions
Another pretty personal one.
Jenni Littzi
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Jenni Littzi  36/F/Florida
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