Haven't slept for days. Staying awake for hours Waiting for the minutes to tick by. What more can I do until I die. I work and work I fake the smiles I run for miles I do this sober When will all this be over. I can't take this anymore. I want it to end Yet my back will always bend For those I hold dear I will hold back my tear. Yet I run alone To make sure others are smiling I will break every bone. I run and run for miles I lie awake for days I cry silently for hours I wait for the minutes to tick on by I truly just want to say goodbye.