I thought I was over you
But truth is
I'm even more crazy about you
You go away for months
And then show up out of the blue
And it's like
All the feelings that I suppressed
Are boiling through the surface
And I don't know how to stop it
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I have no control
How do you do this to me
I shouldn't be this crazy in love
It's killing me to feel this strongly
Why do you master my puppet body
I can't keep driving myself this far
But I can't stop
I have no say in anything
I'm going to feel what I feel
No matter what I tell myself
And I tell myself to calm down
But I continue to shake
Because its unknown to me
How she feels