Here I am,
Here you are,
Both of us are here
In survival mode  
You hate me as much as I hate you
Yet I love you as much as you love me
You need me to exist for your existence
But do I need your existence for my survival
I have always known you were here all along
But what I did not know was I needed you as bad,
You made me feel the feelings I never had thought of
You hurt me more than anyone has hurt me
Yet you made me a better person
Maybe I needed more than I knew,
You break me yet you made me realize what life is
I desire to survive without you
Yet I stop mid way
Can I exist without you?
I think to myself I am a better person
Even without you,
But that has always been the question.
You hid yourself for so long and showed up one day
You made me think I was crazy
You made me feel hopeless
You made me all these scars
Yet I still survived.
You will never stop until I get rid of your existence
You will be part of my children and even my grandchildren
Will I be strong enough to stop you once and for all
Will there be ever a cure?