I'm not who I thought I would ever be A mess of colors Each passing through my mind With such fervent vibrancy I'm frayed and torn Reviewed childhood stories Colliding with words That I don't fully understand Yet There's comfort in knowing that I Am not in order I am everywhere And everything Experiencing all that I wish And patching myself with fragments Of long lost tales And windy chills. I'm not who I thought I would ever be But I'm proud of where I am.