Across the sea,
is a place where I find comfort..

in the little things, such as a kiss a on head or a nice gesture
a hello beautiful just because.

across the sea,
I find a peace
that I know in this reality doesn't exists

felt more alone now then ever, like my own family doesn't enjoy my company.
my constant nagging about dishes, laundry, the house, the mess...

I've become so custom to this feeling of "ALONE" that being along side others... just doesn't feel right.

get up or get out?

across the sea...