Being broke truly was better. A cold house felt warmer with the family together. I haven’t spoken to my brothers in years. They can’t understand prison one of my biggest fears. Success cost me everything just to give Uncle Sam twenty five percent. & if I quit who will pay Grandma’s rent? Who keeps mom on her feet? This why every weekend I’m asleep. Back then there was a smaller line. With anxiety & depression it appears you’re in pain all the time. You can’t buy peace, you have to choose It. Success might cost everything, be prepared to lose it.