I don’t know
am I even trying to rethink it?
or is it the void of what it could be
what it could have been

because remember that
the life you chose is already done
the fate has been completed
and you have done all you possibly could

are you still there?
waiting for another round
nervously playing with fingers
you feel edgy
and it is a good thing
you are on the edge
of good manners

the whole ‘adventure’ as you would call it
is not even a reality
how can you know if it is all true
when there is no one around

aren’t there suppose to be like a mass?
a great group of people
who comment your every move your every breath
maybe this particular life
this odd scenario of improper situations
has never been used

and yet there you are
enthusiastically looking out for the sign to start
to begin with a grand gesture
the one and only life you have to live