water
the only liquid you your body can accept
now
nothing else matters
they say don’t forget to hydrate yourself
can you see the point in it?
**** health

waking up in the morning has become your biggest nightmare
even worse than those when you asleep
you have hard times differentiating between
two realities
at the moment you just want to vanish
not only because nothing’s working out

it’s just again there is no breakfast
no meal that could calm your stomach
after all there is no difference
next you will light a first cigarette today
this should help
is there any other purpose of smoking?

and now the most important decision awaits
go with your guts
or follow the usual pace of another usual day