i walked around,
gathering my thoughts,
i needed a shoulder,
like when i was always there for them,
******* it i never felt so alone in my life,
that's why i never read anything i ever write.

there is no more need to,
keep denying whats been done,
this is no more need,
to live this nightmare,
i won't need to regret again,
so long as i am a man,
tough the sequel is a bleak one
i'll still live in the re-runs
i don't have to **** myself anymore.

******* it i'm fine,
just like when you smile,
though i may try to sometimes
I can't forget about your eyes