I can't pretend I don't see that you're with her...married no less arching her back, crossing her legs with her foot in a high heeled shoe and sitting so close to you why is she there every day for those important discussions to be made and you act like you don't even know me, around them You invite me on ski trips, day trips and when you see me around her, I am nothing nothing to you and I can't do that it hurts too bad, so it's over before it even started I see that warning sign. I'm not blind Try to talk myself out of it... Life so stressed, now I'm more of a mess because of you, never prepared for this only if it was easy, and not hurting and burning because I'm already on a knife's edge so you're number is gone from my phone my drug, I've thrown away the last bottle if you want to talk to me, then see, me there, in front of her, and let her see what you said to me I'm not a hidden woman, letting you play Let the cards fall as they may, but hurting this bad, please let this be the last time over you.