i’m so so so sad and nobody really cares
i’ve been really trying hard, i ******* swear
been trying so hard to be content and stable
but these feelings I honestly can’t disable
nobody understands this downwards spiral pull
the feelings i’ve suppressed are now entirely full
incredibly full and just ready to burst
to be honest, i’m already expecting the worst
it’s not the fear of becoming dead
oh no, it’s not living the life instead