I lay her down in a bed of gardenia petals Her face pale white as though she'd seen a ghost Yet, as pretty as can be She's away , asleep, dreaming of times that may never be This moment we share, each tear, may tear us further apart Her heart is pure gold, wars rage rampant, on and on, in effort to achieve On bent knees, broken bones, and with a woeful soul, I emerge victor This achievement now; a tragedy, heart; broken , mind; twisted, regets towards the day when meeting her effervescent
She's now torn me to bit The spiralling black streams of water in which she called hair, leaves a nostalgia The memories tend to sting at times With gloomy eyes she'd stare in mine Over feasting tables where we'd both dine This time she won't even bat an eye at me The deafening silence between us, stirs up my misery Of all the times we parted ways this may be they deepest I've fell into my agony Turn back time or **** me later A plea to have her once again And in the end Unanswered prayers as I fall behind my skeletons, "so long my friend" I let go for once, I dare to look back Then swallow the fact that I won't see my dead lover again