I can't escape.

No matter how hard I try

I'm stuck here

I'm stuck in this.....

..........................cycle

I wanna leave

I wanna be somebody

I want a life of my own

I just want to be free

I'm so tired.

Tired of crying

Tired of hurting

Tired of praying for a change that never comes

So tired.

I just want to LIVE.

Where is this life abundantly they keep preaching about?

Where tf is this joy unspeakable

Where is this overflow that we keep singing about?

Maybe I missed my turn

Where is it?

Where's my life?

Where is the me that everyone thinks I am....