You will never see this...

I laugh at myself for how silly this all seems.
Only just having met you weeks ago, you're all I think about.
I don't know why or how.
And honestly, it scares the living **** out of me.
I have never felt so compelled to be in the presence of
and get to know another human being until now.

I am not sure if it's because you remind of him..
That scares me too.
Tall with beautiful eyes and lips.
Long limbs that drape over me like a warm blanket.
Kissing the top of my head,
running your hands through my hair,
down my back.

I hope these feelings aren't a misinterpretation
but I want you.
I hope you take the risk.
I hope you want me too.

Thank God you will never see this...
I'd probably scare the **** out of you, too.