I don't trust you
not one little bit
you should hear what people say about you
the horrible rumors that make their way to my ears
everyone tells me this will surely end badly
but I want to trust you
I don't want to have to worry about my heart getting broken like before
I want to be yours and I want you to be mine
and I want to be hopeful and carefree
I want people to see us together and think
"wow, those two really look happy"
because we will be
that's what I want
but I never get what I want