i want to die on the road at the hands of something beautiful i'm not quick to leave this sad place behind but the beauty - the scarce amount of it that's left in this cruel world - is enough to make me feel so insignificant that nothing is really worth it and nothing compares to it it was summer. nights out west were hot and dry. the highway stretched ahead of us for days; no one ahead, no one behind; just us and the road and the star-laced sky above. i kept thinking that i wanted to die here someday, under this same sky, counting stars like seconds. one-one-thousand two-one-thousand three-one-thousand four.. they really mean it when they named it death valley take one step outside and every last drop of water every last inch of hope leaves your body in that very instant the sun is angry burns every thing to a crisp black, blacker, blackest you ever seen the grand canyon? nah, man. not pictures. seen it. been there. looked over the edge down at the drying river below. stood a little to close for comfort, hungry condors above you waiting for you to fall. sound scary? you can catch yourself. mama nature has a way of granting mercy – whether you want her to or not. she'll catch you when you fall, baby. she always will. let me tell you how powerful this world is to die by the hands of it god what a beautiful thing the last thing they see are the rocks and the niagara falls crashing over them it has the power to possess to hypnotize to seize carpe omnia, baby did you know that the most beautiful place in america is the most deadly? it's so deceptive; a sleeping god yet to unleash his wrath. the beauty with the ability to burn, to scar, to ****. deceptive splendor in pools of sulfur, deep blue like sapphire bleaching rocks starch-white and murdering trees. i saw a bison laying at the edge, the smell of burning fur hung heavy in the air. everything there was dead and it was a tragically beautiful thing.
wrote this when i was reading a lot of henry rollins.