I long so despitely for my independence! I long for the day I no longer have to ask for favors, financial support, EVERYTHING! Nothing kills my soul more then having to depend on someone else. Having to ask for permission from someone else. Having to wait for someone else. When will this process end?? The process of getting on your feet and manifesting into the person you see in your dreams. I JUST WANT TO BE THE WOMEN I SEE IN MY DREAMS! WHEN WILL SHE BE?