And sometimes You'll abuse yourself Because you feel like you deserve it Everyone else abuses you So you must deserve it right? You'll feel relief in knowing It's the one time you get to control the abuse You're in control Wrong You're so wrong You're so wrong if you think abusing your sweet self will make anyone love you any more or any less You're so wrong if you think you're benefiting yourself You're so wrong if you think it's the only way to get all those emotions out I know the second your skin splits open And you see the hurt fall onto the floor in the form of iron droplets But the only thing you're doing Is staining that bathroom rug that your mother bought you to match your shower curtain And waisting bandaids that are used to heal you're brothers scraped knees And leaving scars on your silk skin that will never leave your body or your mind and You're so wrong if you think that's right