If you ever found it
You'd be sure to know
My vulnerable state
is awfully low

If you're kind and gentle
To inch your way in
You'll fool me silly
And fake love will begin

Let me cry in your shirt
As you hold me tight
Convince me that this
Is oh so right

Timing is all it takes
And I'll fall for you fast
You say that you love me
To make me forget the past

Still seeing with eyes closed
Not wanting to get hurt
The one that said she loved me
Is now treating me like dirt

And now I'm left here
Just where I started
Beaten up
And broken hearted

How do I find the time
To let myself really heal
I don't want to be blind
I legit want to feel

So I push everyone away
To let my heart chill
This has to be the only way
To not fall downhill

But I find myself slipping
And I don't know why
I can't figure it out
So frustration makes me cry

So I'm at that point again
Where I'm as low as low
So the first person to sneak in
Will obviously lead the flow

Stopping this *******
Is what I need to do
I need to take control
And I need to stay true

Growing a back bone
To stand up tall
Piece it together
Before I lose it all