the words miserable and memorable are too much alike as in an empty letter that does not fit any of the categories we know of i do not hear much anymore with the knowledge that i have buried my left ear deep into the pillow it seems to help a bit
my throat seems a bit blackened in the back as peppered people will not dare to admit there is something to say for hanging out of a window that looks out on the cats of the neighbours downstairs
as peppered people will not dare to admit there is something to say for sleeping with no intervals on some levels this is a normal morning i do not eat meat anymore no one offers to do the dishes for me i watch while you eat and break what remains of yesterday down the middle
and then i imagine we are laying together on the bed that is the universe the streets feel softer i have found some feathers in my armpit and we are all angels we jump we jump we can see how we bow to each other