Head a hostile environment again Emotion overthrows intelligence Fragile skull accepts another beating and indecency becomes preference
Absorbing black into gray matter Meticulous infiltration; Makes death a desire and living a fear
Friendly fire Mind battles disease, disease obliterates mind to violence collided with sharpened corners of myself ****** mess, wrong message
Swallowing hostile heavy medications, contain my elation so that overjoy doesn't morph into mania, or joy Mass of electrons now inside find nothing positive; thought paralyzed
Deviating cells that scare themselves from the darkened sanguinary state. wide eyed faces searching for a homeostasis Far from stable since demon's rule
Constant epiphanies with no execution turn to facts filed in brain catalogs Fully aware solutions are there, but the drawers are glued shut