my ice cream is melting but i just started eating i love ice cream so much even though my rooms freezing i'm eating it up with the smallest of spoons because i feel guilty alone in my room but i wouldn't be eating ice cream if i really felt bad maybe i'm eating it because i feel sad i really don't know what i'm feeling anymore it's all become blurry don't know why or what for i'm always so tired i want only sleep but i have to get up and do some stuff i finished my ice cream so whatever i don't care how this poem ends