-my last breath
put that noose around my neck
then i slit my fckin wrists
then i jump off of the ledge of the motherfckin bridge, uh
i just want to die, i’m engulfed in suicide,
i just want to die, i just want to die
always hated my life, think i’ll take it tonight
i’m gon fight wit my demons after i get high
no better feelin than that numbness you get
from the endorphins released with each slit
the blood runs fast and thick down my arm
the blade lied when it said it wouldn’t harm
a friend indeed the blade promised me
a friend indeed my demons made me be
my heart flutters and kicks at the thought of dying
my mind is riddled with the urge to keep fighting
so hard to decide on life or death
swear i’ll be the reason why i take my last breath
                                                                          -t.h.