I might be in the red zone
unable to clear my head
I don't trust you anymore
your lied that I've been fed.

You call yourself a "God"
and make all these promises
but when a loyal follower has a need
you just make them beg

I begged and begged and begged for years
"Please let me have a child."
You dangled it right in my face
the child I will never have

My life now feels empty
so completely incomplete
its filled with overwhelming dread
can't get this out of my head.