I wake up to the memories of you lying beside me
The thoughts that flood out just consuming
Every part of me is lost and not looking for home
Sometimes i think it's better that im gone.
Your kiss like nicotine on my lips
But the time flying by makes me feel nothing but bitterness
Everytime i see you with him and everytime my heart starts to beat again
You break it
Without a second thought or decision
Im chasing you but ive been left with only two options
To love or to be happy
The pain that you left is me here without me.
Because i am lost and cant find a light out
My heart is filled with ridicule and doubt
Of my worth or our time together
You made me believe that you were better and you're not
So the next time we meet itll be hello
And goodbye