I've always struggled. To make friends, to fit in, to be okay and even to like myself, It's been a war, a fight and a constant pain, I always struggle not to cry, I always struggle not to break, I feel as if all the looks were on me but in the bad way, Every glance is a constant ache to makesure my flaws aren't showing, But you'll never know, Because my scars are faded and covered by tattoos, I rock bathing suits and pretend I don't give a ****... But I do, I do, I do