I told myself not to fall. I told myself not to feel. But you asked for this. I knew what this was and you told me it wasn’t. You felt something. I know that you did. So I felt this too. But you didn’t feel this for me. And I let you in. I let you close. I let you take me somewhere that I’ve never been. And you dropped me. You let my heart ache for the last time. I’ll know better in the future. I won’t let them in. I promise .