In some tragic way, it feels that I may always want you Eyes that have seen too far beyond Fingers wrapped around your precious ego Lips that spill words even Pathos envies It's all a little sad. I can't recall much But the way each tower gleamed over me Hundreds of rainy streets remained empty Your body Close to the bus window It's intoxicating. Whispering "I'm so glad to see this with you" Only to have you pretend you didn't hear I'm a specter reliving my memories The more I revisit The easier it is to grasp: I was a specter living through the moments.