As I sit here and stare
acting like I do not care
for some reason I cannot move
my feelings of hurt I cannot prove.
They were suppose to be there that day
I waited so long
Friends are suppose to care
but mine
Mine are all gone
So I sit here and watch
as they do not give it another thought
they do not care about one of their own
they do not see my fears of being alone
The darkness will consume me
leaving me alone
Someone could break through
but none are brave enough to do it alone
I will sit here and pretend
that their words do not leave scars
I will put on a facade
and pretend I am just
fine.