To be alone is to feel pain
As being on fire is to feel heat
You feel as if the warmth of your body
Is being drained as if the bloodflow slowly comes to a hault.
Bodies are around me yet i feel
As if im surrounded by darkness
As if im blind but can still hear
My mind run in circles as i ponder
Life..or lack there of.
The shadow in the distance
Is bringing me closer as bad
As it is i fear being lonely
As i crawl closer and closer
I get heavier and heavier
It hurts more and more 
I feel emptier and emptier
Fear and pain underneath
This vile smile
But if someones here id rather hurt
And be with it
Than to be in pain and alone