She is a mess but doesn't want people to see that, least they judge her for being weak. The battles are getting harder The demons are way stronger She is exhausted Pain to great to ignore Nothing more appealing than to lie down and never have to get up again. I am fine she says Just a scratch Am okay Just a tear Just a scream Just a cut She is going crazy... Would you kiss my lips knowing a razor kissed my wrists she asks.. Her wrist are stained Her heart a broken mess Eyes,an ocean of sorrows Mind far too lost in the abyss Aye her demons are back to drag her back into her abyss, the lonely limbo And they might just succeed for she has no strength left to fight them off. She might just be loosing the war without even winning a battle.