all the poetry in the world is fading, a jumble of eloquent tucked into spools of neglected reverie. i thumb through the caustic champions of my inner mythos and find no Hercules. only goats and knives.... swimming in almost love.
Summer is a dull grain of sunlight.
but the horizon is far enough away to be a promise for Now. I seek it like i must be there to live more alively. but cannot die for it as much as i want. these are the symptoms of breathing. breathing in the vacuum of our choosing. the urge is the force that cannot live without your descent. because hell is a place made for you.