Today equals no progress
When will my burdens disappear?
Or when will you make them less heavy?
Ok is wednesday, friday and maybe sunday
It comes and goes
Peace of mind is what I long for
The sky has lost Its color blue
Its now red
Why does It hurt when I know Its for the best?
or do I rejoice in my sufferings?
I push away the clouds of rain,
and when they're gone
I cry for them to come back again
Maybe I was born to hate,
To want the things I cannot change
Why dont I try hard enough for what I want?
Instead I settle for what I dont
I live this life feeling like i want to die
But at the same time afraid of death
I picked up a Bible today
A sign that i still got faith
Even when I thought I've lost it all
And a voice tells me that It wont help
But I cant seem to take my hands off of It.