It hurts.
Breathing. Blinking.
Swallowing. Smiling.
Laughing. Learning.

When I don't have the will to laugh,
Even more when someone tries to make me laugh,
or call my name.

When I act different than my usual self,
But the usual me isn't my real self.
I'm much more than what I put myself,
Out there to be.

Those words you said,
It stays in my mind now.
The will for it to stay is much stronger than my will,
To be happy.

It's a different case for me,
For you is a whole different case too.
It matters more for you apparently,
Mine seems to be cascaded to the side with no second glance.

- kimin