If Gods do have a God and the cycle is unending where did it begin does a beginning even exist I think I just destroyed my mind otherwise this cannot be proven and wise the usual way cannot be proven pondering is the best way to find an answer even then no answer is to be found so what the hell is going on out there in the abyss of our space do you ever imagine the billions of planets what is going on does it ever devour your mind and consume you as it does mine when I think about it truly I go mad this planet, corruption, evil, hatred what if some other planet is Utopia and if so why am I on this one for peace is what I crave and I see it when I look into the milky way so when gods have gods are they criticized who is the ultimate creator or was there never one how the hell did it start if ever or was there no beginning and with no beginning is there no end SCREAM