I use to be in the closet I use to go through all these false motions Feel all these fake emotions I would put the straight face on But I would always feel out of place
The closet was where I would pack away all my insecurities. I would put them in boxes for later so I could look back at the dark memories. And whenever I felt threaten I would hide in the closet But the walls would sometimes come too closely I would get claustrophobic As it suffocated me slowly
Running out of oxygen, I would bang on the door to be let out I would scream, beg and I would shout to be let out And when I finally mustered the strength to cross the threshold I was shoved back in I was told that I couldn't love him I was told I was a sin, that I should have never been
I fought as they shut the door and turned the lock I was in the closet but this time The new me wanted to be free I tore the hinges from the closet door off I tore down the walls and pounded them into dust And after looking at my beautiful destruction I felt justice
Because the closet is man-made invention To keep us under control It’s like a shock collar; you cross the line that separates you get a lashin’ Its heavy rods and big metal ***** to weigh us down It’s something they use to stifle us so we won’t make a sound But I say no more
No more should I have to go back to the closet To where I must feel shame To where I must bear chains The closet must not be, no more