Overthinking again I can’t get this pen to write light So nightlights line the walls And the halls are the only Brightness in my life I wish you could see That the flurry of words Assembling into meaning Are the front line soldiers For me to take aim Trigger finger to thoughts That plague my brain ******* to those Who show disdain I don’t complain Phrases are no plea Humble not sufficient To define how it feels To know who I am Never fear to be real