Lord Forgive Me there have been many nights I've been sitting here in this room praying and wondering if I'll be able to continue this struggle to try to keep my faith high while it seems like it runs from me wondering why I feel like I'm getting punished for things I just don't understand.

Lord Forgive Me I know you put me in this war to battle these demons that you want me to overcome but I'm moving like a slow drum roll I've had people tell me to keep marching on even though I'm trying to hold on through this life trying to make a change.


Lord Forgive Me if it seems like you forgot me I haven't seen the light at the end of the tunnel and my battery about low trying to see through this darkness at times I'm scared to lay my head down cause I don't know what's coming at me next, so I got to stay on my toes even though you gave me protection I still feel like their trying to get me trying to play dodge ball trying to keep my eyes on you, so I can be like Peter and walk on water.

Lord Forgive Me I'm trying just don't know if it's good enough getting tired of camp time to move to the next, so I can level up don't get me wrong I'm thankful for things you've done for me just getting out this struggling every day could be better, so I close my eyes wanting to get away from all of this to see what the plans are still nothing until it's time to move to a new camp to see what I got to do.


Lord Forgive Me I know it looks like I've been greedy but honestly I just want you proud of me I'm sorry I took for granted things in my life that you've put in my path but I don't want to be another Adam and Eve until time for me to get out this struggle I'll keep pushing for better ways.


Lord Forgive Me.





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