I welcome the new year in all its vagrant glory. Absurdity may follow in 2019, or a blissful beauty unimaginable.
Either way, we remain at fate's mercy. Either way, our choices seem anemic, naive. Yet that is not how time transitions: It opens ever-new fields of fresh possibilities.
I must commit to plow those fields, using all the strength and courage I can muster. Everyone faces the same challenge: Any clear path ahead wallows in obscurity.
Is this new year really happy, as they say? Am I only kidding myself that I can choose? I see a lonely road before me, full of pain. Even so, I welcome the new year again in all its glory.