because it doesn’t always show. It hides behind smiles. It’s camouflages itself in words. It slips in between laughs and jokes, when no one is looking. It hides behind closed doors when
the show is over and people go their separate way. It cloaks itself in the trappings of success and the illusions of love. It feeds on itself like a drug. It has no mercy. It doesn’t care who you are, where you came from
or where you’re going. It takes your spirit. It strips you of your soul. And in the aftermath of the wake all the people who have loved you will be shocked, will feel profound loss. There will be questions, to which
there are no answers. There will be answers that don’t give much relief. There will be guilt and anguish, pain and unrelenting suffering. Maybe it could have been prevented. Maybe not. You’ll ask yourself that time and again. It will be a constant thought.
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