I'll be the *****; it's expected. No shocks or surprises. She'll see it coming. You can fade to nothing when harsh words cross paths. I'm riled. She knows it. It's a little bit of all life new and past, but she'll get it. It's not her fault but we'll say she had it coming. Justify actions otherwise inexplicable. Premeditated. Premeditation. Now anticipation. Then justification. Later. Later nothing. She had it coming. She only had herself to blame. She sees it coming. If she doesn't, she should. Now to wait. Axes to tip. Always in my favour. I'm the *****. To the *****. I'll come out better. Now delusional. Not right, justified. Not shocking. Nothing. It's nothing. Delusions. Pills. Premeditation. Silence.