No matter how much you hate me
or avoid me
or fight me
I will always love you
I will always be happy for you

You may think I have a dark rotting heart
or that I may die alone
But I know I have a heart of gold ..... oh so pure
I wish you nothing but the best
If me dying alone means that you will die in the arms of someone that deserves you and truly loves you more than i could ever love you
so be it

I wanted you to detach from me
I wanted you to be a rock without me
I didn't build you up to knock you down
with scratches or gaping wholes or bruises
I built you up
to take a step back
so people could sit there in an amazed aw at what you truly are
you can be spiteful
you can be hateful
you can be dry
with me
I don't mind
for my job is done
the guardian angel is off duty
not really
I'm always here
but I doubt that you ll ever need me again
It breaks my heart that I have to leave you
but it had to be done  
there is a bigger reason behind everything
and everything happens for a reason

Just remember
Every tear you shed or will shed
Every overthought memory you have or will have
It will get better, whether I'm there or not  
you are an amazing person and you deserve better
good bye darling
good bye my rock  

and a tear of joy runs down my face as i write my good byes
I love you and will always love you
through sickness and through health
be you and be great

Regards your guardian angle