You're the end of my midnight cigarette. The drowning pour of this bottle of gin. You loved me in ways I never saw. You showed me love but all i gave you was heartbreak. I can't eat, i can't think. My life is nothing but memories of the ways you were. I miss you, i tell myself im fine. I tell everyone. Honestly though, I know that im lying. The hardest part of losing you is sitting here breaking my own heart.