Being in a program sucks it's like I have no one to go to. I have been in a program since I was 12 years old and I feel like there is not a day that goes by where I have freedom or space and it sucks. I never have time for myself and everyone should have time to themselves. But when you live with others who struggle with a lot like you. You find conflict and its hard for freedom when you have others controlling what you do. Telling you what to do every second of your day.
I just wish that there will be at least one day out of my teenage life where I can be myself and not listen to others telling crap. Life is frustrating.