You cry seas of tears
And yet fail to collect
Just enough water
To sail through

You tee-hee and ha-ha
And yet fail to collect
Just enough cheer
To laugh it all off

Every utterance
strangles harder the neck
Every depiction
strikes harder the mind
Every feeling
breaks harder the heart

Every boulevard
becomes harder to recognize

You hope
for every potential human
To look for you
To get you back
To restore you into familiarity

You gutted, poor, poor thing,

Remember it's said,
Seek and
you
will find.