is it wrong of me
                                    to just sit on my favorite chair and
                                              let my mind wander
                             listen to the sounds around me and not react
                                              no thoughts just numbness
                             leave the days events in the hours that past
                                               no regrets, no emotions
                             think of all things and let them fade away
                                               my mind moves on
                              to no were in particular just wandering
                                                tired of rationalizing
                              catch the racoons shadow, still looking for food
                                               wish i could help
                              and you to will fade into the darkness
                                          not knowing i saw you
                             rise up from this chair, lay prone on the bed
                                          and close my eyes
                                   and dream of the ones you miss