The beach is a plate of seashore glass, crescent mooned around the bay. The ocean heaves: azure spume foam white liner grey.
My back to the void I look at the green park beyond the grainy esplanade. Beaten trees mermaid sculptures a dwarf dressed as a clown children dancing then the wave strikes: it does not so much surge over me, as I pass through it like a stone.
I leave This Time and engulfed in the water breath aqua life and ponder marine thoughts. Give respect to the fish and from whence we came; paint the best painting I will ever paint write my opus love my all think beyond science and see how we have got it all so very wrong.
Then the loud water subsides. Its kinetic energy fizzes in illusionary colours around me; its soda crackles in the slum of my nose. Somehow I have remained standing as the ocean swirls around my thighs. River currents of potent calm, synchronised, the sun like a smudge of God. The beach glistens in a shifting veneer of trickling sea. Maybe now it’s time to test my nerve on the shore.
I focus on the monument. It glistens and calms on the hill beyond the park: a free winged seagull perches on it, staring out to sea. At me. I laugh and mutter ‘Up Periscope.’ Somehow it seemed the right thing to say, but what, what to do?