I saw a cat today a kitten, actually orange and white with its guts spilled out on the street and as I drove by it kept trying to get up and I cried and cried because it was suffering and I could not help
I saw it again later one with the road now unrecognizable in death and I felt a degree of relief because it was done and there was no more kitten trying to drag its loosed insides across the cold pavement near 28th and University and in that moment I understood why some people opt for the permanent solution instead of suffering with their insides out on the street as everyone else passes by unaware