On the pavement,
I was waiting,
For that moment,
To arrive,
The day I die,
Its all over,
I found moreover,
Why.
It was the sever,
From my children,
That kept me spinning,
Straight down,
Was In that moment,
Speaking to them,
That I Realised.
Can it mend now?
Time will tell how,
If the fracture,
Will ever mend,
In the beginning,
At the birth I,
Never thought it,
Would ever end.
I realise now I must keep going,
Days of sorrow,
Fall behind,
I found the reason,
To keep going,
I found the reason,
Of my life.
Bitter hatred,
Tore them from me,
Bitter hatred,
Held me down,
It was for nothing,
Yet for someone,
My connection to them,
Had to end.
I realised after I was talking,
I went to walking of my fears,
Bitter tears that I had cried,
All fell on deaf ears.